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My heart goes out to you. When i was a new member, there was a girl on my hall that was severly hazed by a local sorority and thats why she transferred to my school and joined an NPC group. She had said that it effected everything she did from her school work to trying to sleep at night. She felt terrible about herself and ended up dropping out of school.
Please don't allow yourself to get that sucked in. If you are uncomfortable, i think you should do what you think is best for you. You should enjoy being and seeing your sisters, not afraid of them- EVER! There are better places out there for you. I think you should follow your heart.
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