Thanks for your advice everybody. Unfortunately we don't have a greek advisor, greek life office, or anything of the sort, we're just sort of hanging in the air.
I'm just really torn - on one hand, I don't want to hurt any of the girls' feelings, and I know if I can stick it out, I could do a lot to change things from inside and make us a better organization.
On the other hand, I don't want to deal with anything more like this. And I'm afraid if I pledge the national, it will just be the same thing, and then I'll have alienated myself. I want to stay friends with most of the girls... there are a few i really don't like though, and one of them happens to be the president
We have a pledge activity tomorrow night, so I think maybe i'll try to talk to our pledge chair before then and tell her how I feel.