I'm so sorry to hear that you are thinking of leaving your APO chapter. I went through a couple of times in my chapter when I wanted to quit, for various reasons (problems with other brothers, etc.). Have you sat down with your brothers and talked with them and asked directly what the problem was? Have you told them that you feel left out of the loop, and if they have issues with you, that you wish they would just come out and say it instead of doing things behind your back? I know this might not sound like the easiest and pleasantest way of doing things, but it may be the only way you will ever get any answers. I ask you, please talk with your brothers before you do something drastic like leave your chapter! APO needs brothers like you, dedicated and caring about what goes on!
YiLFS,
Nicole
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