Okay, I'm having second thoughts now. I don't know if I even want to go through with this anymore.
I just went to go grab something out of my drawer, and my dresser is right by my roommate's computer. One of her field hockey teammates did COB when I did, and she got in. And as I started to go back to my desk I happened to see my name out of the corner of my eye on her screen (my roommate has a huge font, so I wasn't looking intentionally but it was hard to miss). It was an instant message between her and her teammate and she had said "lol, Melissa is rushing again" and the other girl had said "hahahaha, oh jeez."
So needless to say that really hurt my feelings. Apparently it's funny that I want to be in a sorority. Well, I guess now that girl won't have to worry about me darkening the door of her house, or any house for that matter.
