Thanks for validating how I feel- It took over an hour to get that out- I feel so shallow sometimes and I was concerned that I was telling too much.
You are right about saying "now I get to be the judge" we somehow forget that night before bid day and the stomach turning and thinking what will I do if I get nothing. But let them ask about the elite and who's who, it is just a phase they will get over once they understand. I equate it to Tequilla- everyone tells you how bad it is and how drunk you will get but you just don't listen. Then you have your first hang-over from it and you finally get it. Then when just the smell of it hits you and makes you sick you tell everyone around don't overdo it there cheif---do they listen NOOO. They will learn, give them time.
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