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This is so funny b/c I was thinking about this the other day. For me it's not so much a "am I better looking or not". It's that I can see myself aging. I actually look young for my age. I'm 25. Just the other day someone at work said they thought I was 19! When I went to Indiana a week ago, the people I met thought I was younger as well. That makes me happy, no doubt. However, I see the crows feet when I smile and sometimes when I'm not smiling. It's just so strange. It's strange to really comprehend that you are aging everyday.
I do feel better about myself than I ever have. I eat better then I ever did and I work out regulary. I too take care of my skin and wear sunscreen everyday, all year long. I try to keep myself educated on what is good and bad for your body, inside and out.
This would also include the way you think, feel, etc.
Anyway girlfriend, I feel ya. Hopefully it's just a phase, or mini-phases, and they'll quickly pass. Just try to keep a positive out look.
I have a question...
Do any of you feel really good about yourselves, think you're attractive, etc. then you look at a certain picture/pictures and go, "ugh, I'm not as pretty as I feel I am"? It's as though I see/feel myself to be one way, but when I see the wrong picture I see something different.
QUICK FUNNY... It reminds me of Elaine on Seinfeld when she asks, "Is it possible that I'm not as attractive as I think I am?"...
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