CurlyGirly--
So glad to see you're sticking with rush and going to round 3! Of course, I'm especially happy to see you're visiting D Phi E again
I know what you're saying about feeling that "at home" thing, but often times, it takes some time for that. During rush, you find some places where you could see yourself...once you get a bid and start the new member process, you realize that you did make the right choice. Trust me, from a girl who NEVER thought she'd join a sorority, it does take a bit of time.
I hope your choices get easier after today!! Whatever your decision, we're behind you
Heather