Likely since you weren't prepared you weren't ready for how crazy the first round of rush is and it hurt in your conversation, having "worked" on having a casual smile even while you're freaking out, etc. Having pleasant and yet memorable conversation with these girls who you don't know under a din of chaos is all but impossible. And yet some girls seem to be able to do it, all while maintaining perfect posture and not a drop of sweat.
Keep your head up. Every chapter there is good. You don't need to have had a full schedule to find your sorority home. You don't need to have even had a mostly full schedule. It only takes one. Trust that you'll be fine, even if it seems like you're taking the leftovers. You're not. Every chapter has to make huge HUGE cuts after each round. I know this is a ridiculous request, but try not to take it personally. Just because they couldn't invite you back doesn't mean they wouldn't have liked to.
Let us know! We all want you to succeed. And believe it or not, the sorority women there also want you to succeed.
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"Traveling - It leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller. ~ Ibn Battuta
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