At first I wasn't going to comment, but.. what the hell. Juniorgrrl - I am soo sorry about how things worked out for you. From reading your posts, I can't help but want to cry foul. I just think that it is wrong to informally rush someone that you don't have room for. I don't know what org this is, but I would ask some questions. Granted, I haven't been "on the inside" of rush yet, but that just seems mean. Especially since you've been through it before.
But always remember, if the group doesn't realize what a great person you are, why should you bother with them??
Love
Allie