thanks everyone for your support/kind words..i really needed it
basically, i'm a major stress monger, and i'm very neurotic and pessemistic most of the time..so despite the fact that all my friends and my mom told me how everything would be okay, i refused to believe it until i knew for a fact that it would be..
that being said..i did get a new car today..i got a 99 civic ex..silver, fully loaded, sun roof, cd player, automatic/power everything..she is basically what i would have gotten even under different circumstances..i love her! while it sucks that this had to happen now(i was planning on getting a new car by the end of the year..but i didn't want to have to worry about car payments until i had a job out there) but everything happens for a reason..and everything does have a way of working itself out in the end..but it still makes me sad to have to put my baby to sleep(my other car was my first car that was all mine)..
but, now i have to go clean out my old car because my parents will be here in about an hour to go sign the paperwork for my new car..again..thanks everyone!!
ps - yes cory..it definately would help if you told me you loved me
pps - deegeepee - was it really necessary to say that? i think it was pretty bitchy, rude & uncalled for