Okay. So I just got back from the party. It was a combination Ice Water, Craft and House Tour party. It seemed to go really well and I was able to make good conversation with all the girls.
And then I said one of the stupidest things. I mentioned to a girl I lived in the campus apartments, and she said she did too. I asked what building. She told me. I said "oh, i used to live there, in XXXX, but I just moved to a new building" She replied "oh , i heard about that situation" I said "oh really? what did you hear?" she said "oh , i just heard that one of the roomates was really unhappy - I guess it was you." She turned away before I was able to defend my situation.
The people I was living with were downright cruel to me - I would ask them to please stop smoking in the apartment, and to keep things quiet after 1 AM or so, and I was cursed at and yelled at and downright ignored. Any comprimises were broken as soon as the opportunity arose. And now, I have to wonder if they're badmouthing me - and if it will hurt my chances with this group.
I don't know when I will hear anything - if I ever will at all. They never told us. I know their bid day is this friday - so if I hear nothing by then, I'll know.
*sigh* I'm a bit upset because I fear that this whole thing could be ruined on my former roomates' opinions of me.
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