[Wynter]

Oh my goodness, so many awkward moments. One of my biggest fears was getting my period during recruitment (and like wearing a white dress that night), but I lucked out. I'm sorry about your cramps! That can certainly put a damper on things.

Oh god, engagement talk. That would bore me to tears, same with baby talk/boyfriend talk/Jesus talk. I know the girls are just excited, but it's not what you want your first conversation with someone to be about!

I'm loving your story, OP. It's detailed enough that I feel like I'm going through it right along with you. I completely relate to feeling like you had to "act" at certain chapters. There were definitely those I felt like I was putting on a fake smile for.