Thanks so much! What you said is exactly what I've been thinking. My mom never rushed at all, and she always said she regretted it. So she doesn't want me to feel llike she did, but I am sure its not what I need in my college experience. <~ My mom says this is self-centered.. but it's my life right? We are going out to dinner tomorrow with my grandparents so I'm going to tell her then. I feel horrible after my parents guilt trip.. but if its not me, its not me.
Thanks again. It's nice to hear that other people understand me
