[kddani]

Why do you have to be so rude to everyone on here? People who are honestly trying to help and give you advice, you're just being rude. Especially a few of the girls. What is your problem????? What did we do to you?
People are trying to give you advice. I don't know what more we can say that could help. You've shot down everyone. Every suggestion that could be given has been. Guess what, some of these may be cliche to you, but they're tried and true for us. I've been in somewhat similarish position. You don't want to take my word on things, that's your choice. But my chapter went from steadily being about 35-40 people to being over total (60 on my campus). Don't come to a message board seeking honest advice if you're not even remotely willing to consider it. Nothing else can be said that can help you. You need to help yourself. If you're so damn miserable, maybe you really should think of transferring. Cause you're not accomplishing much there. You love your brothers, that's fine, but they'll still be your brothers no matter where you are. It seems like you hate almost everything there. Seriously, i don't know your year, your major, or anything like that. But it's like a relationship, if you're so miserable in it, why stay?