That is really big news to find out and is definitely going to take more than a week or so to sink in. And the thing is, if a man truly loves you, then you can have a huge or small family that is more loving than some families that born their own children. I've talked about this with a boyfriend before, I'll PM you, and he was like, you know there is other options. While news like this is a lot to grasp and a loss in a way, they longer you have to become comfortable with it, the more clear things will become. Plus, just think of all the little girl legacies you could adopt!!! You could stock the entire chapter with just your beautiful family.
At any rate, give yourself some time, allow yourself to mourn, and there will be sunshine again, I'm your sister, would I lie?
Love In Our Bond,
Tara
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