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The last time I suggested that someone talk to a professional about some issues, the dude went nuclear. Which (his reaction) told me that I was correct. I believe in the value and power of therapy/counseling/what have you. Face to face. Spend the $ and the time, do the work, and reap the rewards.
That said, I do not think that you should be asking us what to do. It's obvious to me that you are uncomfortable in your own skin, because you're seeking advice from strangers, and that seems to be your pattern - "what do others think?" Instead of knowing what you think, and want; the consequence is that you're never going to be satisfied, much less happy, and you will always have someone to blame (the boyfriend, GreekChat, etc).
You've kind of sort of stepped in it big time - THREE times going through recruitment, TWO bids, and you're still unhappy. Happiness is an inside job, so re-read my first paragraph. And my second paragraph. You already know what you are going to do, just do it, then move forward.
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