[KSUViolet06]

I'm trying, believe me. That 2.8 was after taking a winter class. (I literally had ONE horrible class this past semester - I'm a second semester freshman that is sophomore standing in credits because of IB (like AP) exams that gave me college credit before actually taking classes) If I don't make it in Spring, I'm trying again next fall. I understand everyone is offering advice and I have no right to get snarky or defensive or whiny about ANYTHING because you nice people are only trying to help, (and I appreciate it) I just feel like maybe I shouldn't have posted anything at all because I feel like now I definitely don't have much of a chance. It's been my dream to be Greek since I was really little, and I'm just terrified that will never happen.

I'm really very sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining, I'm just so scared about upcoming rush since the first time threw me off my feet.

Also, if you are scared, you're probably going to come off super awkward in parties.

Besides, if you don't even like yourself, why should anyone else?