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I have nothing against the members of the house, all were incredibly sweet and genuine
Hindsight, particularly for someone who is 18/19, is challenging, but your opening 2 sentences should give you a lot of material on which to reflect. You say you "didn't fit" into this group, and then say "all were incredibly sweet and genuine."
So, either you are sour and fake (the opposite of sweet and genuine), or "didn't fit" is code for "I think I am better than they are" for whatever reason--looks, weight, personality, party-attitudes, "tier" status on campus.
The reality is you did not receive a bid from your top group and you dropped long before you could get a true feel for the group that did invite you to join. Rushing again may or may not lead to a different outcome, but you should take an honest look at your own attitudes to give re-rushing the best chance of being successful. Being out of state in this day and age is pretty meaningless.
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