[Sciencewoman]

I wouldn't be too hasty in your decision. This is a time in your life when many changes are occurring...entering adulthood, living away from home, trying to decide a major, etc. Joining a sorority is just one of the many life events that is happening at the same time. Life would probably not be magically better if you had joined a different sorority, or if you transfer to a different college. I would strongly suggest you contact the campus counseling center. Trust me, many college students wonder and worry about the "what ifs?" because there are so many options at this stage in your life, and it's hard to know what to do or what to choose. Transitioning to college usually isn't the magical experience you thought it would be. It's hard, you're away from family, and everyone is busy and dealing with their own life challenges. Adjusting to being away from home is difficult. Talk to your family, and visit your counseling center. You're not alone.