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It sounds to me that you are trying to talk yourself out of being part of a colony, before colonization activities even begin. Give yourself a chance to like Pi Beta Phi. You have to go to their meetings, parties, and preference ceremony (or however they do colonizations). See what they are about, hear their plans, and meet the other interested PNMs. Most often, a colonization is the best chance for an older young woman to receive a bid-it really doesn't matter "WHY ?"...it is what it is.
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Last edited by FSUZeta; 09-13-2014 at 09:37 AM.
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