Well I know exactly what you are going through. Although mine is a little different I have been really good friends with this guy for about 4 years and we had always messed around but never went any further than that because he was a virgin. But a couple weeks ago we actually did have sex. And yes it kinda felt weird at first becuase I really didn't want to be the one to take it from him either- because like you I wanted a relationship and he didn't. But I think things will be okay. If he is really a good friend then yes it will be weird but I think it will be okay.
Hope that helped
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