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anna, this really is something that you need to seek support from in another venue - not a message board. That's my opinion. From what you have posted, you're very much upset and (self-stated) bitter. Those are issues that should be addressed elsewhere.
There are so many reasons that a PNM does not get a bid. We weren't there. We don't know. Even if we did, we wouldn't say, because membership selection is private.
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"One of the painful things about our time is that those who feel certainty are stupid, and those with any imagination and understanding are filled with doubt and indecision." Bertrand Russell, The Triumph of Stupidity
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