In addition to talking to members of the Executive board of your chapter, you should read up on your organization's defined statuses. I guarantee you can find your chapter's and your Inter/National organization's bylaws and constitution online in five seconds.
Note that different orgs might use different names for the same things.
Some examples:
- active/collegiate/undergrad
- interim/inactive/hiatus
- "early alumna"/"5th year" - some NPCs do not have this status of any kind; you either stay or your go
- resigned/removed/revoked/terminated - no longer a member
- alumna/graduate
We aren't the people who can answer any of the questions as they pertain to your specific situation. If you don't feel comfortable talking to a collegiate member, talk to someone at HQ - they should at least be able to tell you your official status and which choices (if any) you have.
Of course, if you want to remain a member - which you don't seem sure about since you claim they are cliquey and you feel like you are an outsider - you should be able and willing to talk to chapter members. Otherwise, what is the point?
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