ASUADPi- Yes, my attitude for the chapter wasn't the best a couple weeks ago, but I was in a weird place and was confused about a lot. But after a lot of thinking and talking to members in the chapter, I decided to stay in and think I am going to like it a lot. I just needed some time to be involved with the chapter and be around it more.
Thank you for everyone who tried to help- I was looking for advice and your words helped.
I am excited to be staying in the chapter and trying to help it grow and get involved with more.