[etadrisophila]

OP - There sure is a disconnect between your username and your post.

Assuming that you truly are confused and wondering what to do, think about ways in which you can become more involved with your sisters. You have the opportunity to be the creative sister who initiates opportunities for your chapter.

Consider getting together for study sessions, playing intramural sports, singing for the heck of it, going for coffee together.

Consider doing something for others as a group - volunteering at an animal shelter, tutoring children (or even college students), cleaning up a neglected street, visiting a nursing home and/or extended care facility.

Believe that you can make a difference, even the tiniest one, in the lives of others.

Assuming your organization is a member of NPC, no matter what perception you have of its place on your campus, you can look forward to a lifetime of membership in a strong national organization.

You need more time to process this critical decision. I am guessing that there is more going on in your life that you have not shared (nor should you share). Please don't resign your membership in hopes that doing so will solve other issues in your life. It is a decision that you could regret for the rest of your life.

Love and you will be loved back many times over.

Good luck with your decision - and give it more time.