Thank you. Believe me I'm trying not to be anxious about this whole thing but I can't help it sometimes. These are real friends and I definitely will try to be myself, although perhaps a tad more outgoing than usual. I was far too introverted last rush as I said before. I couldn't see it at the time, but looking back It's pretty plain to see. I didn't initiate enough conversations. I'm just naturally a little more reserved than most in some social situations (strangely I talk to girls a lot more easily than I do guys) so I do this thing where I try to plan out possible conversation scenarios in my head. Practice makes perfect like someone said earlier
But you're all right I know I need to relax.