You should look into your campus counseling service, both for academics and personal psychology. It sounds like you've started to make some progress with yourself, but I think you have a ways to go. Don't be afraid to seek help. And worry about sorority membership later, if at all.
And don't feel bad about not rocking on your name. I know a certain president who went by Barry until he decided to go into politics. I still think parents (of all races) don't do their kids any favors by giving them goofy names. Your child's name is no place to be creative or different. But that's an argument for another day.
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