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Double posting but whatever!
I hear you saying that you don't think college or your school is for you because recruitment didn't work out. (You say "I wonder if I belong at this school...")
A sorority is not the Holy Grail of college. You can belong and thrive at a school without being Greek. A sorority is also not the Holy Grail of friendships at any school. You won't magically be a socially butterfly with tons of friends the MINUTE you get a bid.
You don't seem to really like yourself and are looking for a sorority to define you and make you worthwhile. That doesn't work. You'll be really disappointed in your Greek experience if you go into it with that. It's not a magic solution to not having friends.
Honestly, if I am reading correctly, you are a junior, right? I think you might be better off looking into other activities on campus UNLESS you can handle more rejection. If you feel like you will alway wonder "what if?" then by all means, try again, but just be prepared for it.
Good luck with whatever you decide.
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"Remember that apathy has no place in our Sorority." - Kelly Jo Karnes, Pi
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