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What I'm reading here is you are not being yourself. You know it and you wish you were being authentic. Rush conversation isn't about saying the exactly right thing or agreeing about all the right things; it's about getting to know each other through snippets of a conversation. Try to ease up on yourself about your conversations, your answers, etc. Just relax and go with the conversations as they happen.
And do remember that rush isn't real life. The chapters that seem awkward and/or unfriendly are going through the steps just like you are, and some are better at it than others. It does NOT reflect the personality of the chapter after rush. Try to give them a break.
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"Traveling - It leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller. ~ Ibn Battuta
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