I think you need to go back to your doctor about changing your dose or medication. These girls may deserve to be strung up by their toenails, but you shouldn't be letting it get you down this badly. Don't do anything rash. Deal with the depression and the other stuff will get easier. I'm sorry there are girls in your chapter who can see the depression and are targeting it instead of being extra generous of spirit but you have to rise above their pettiness. This too shall pass