[Kevin]

A bit of a lane swerve for me, but OP, your post reeks of entitlement. I'm not sure it was intentional, but it really seems like you think you're too good for this chapter. The reality is, those chapters you think you were born to be in, for whatever reason, did not want you. The thing to do first is dispel any notion that you are too good for the chapter you got into. You are exactly that good. The system worked, you are where you are meant to be.

Now you can choose either to have a great time and really embrace this or forever wallow in self-pity. Do you think all of the sisters in your new chapter felt like you do when they were selected? I truly doubt it.