Not sure what to do....
Okay....I guess I should start out by saying that I just joined a sorority durning the last spring semester of my freshman year. I'm very happy that I joined, and because of this problem, I hope to have strong support of my sisters. But that's a problem in itself.
I've been through depression on and off since the summer before my junior year of highschool. I started treatment (or what very little I've had) near the end of fall semester. I've talked to therapist, and I've been on/off of my medication (mostly b/c I choose not to take it.) I've also been suicidal at times. I know this is a major problem, and I know I need to seek more help.
This is where my problem comes in. I don't know how I should tell some/all of my sisters. I know this may sound wrong, but I'd perfer to keep it to just two or three sisters. I don't want all the girls worrying about me 24/7. I'd just like to have someone to turn to when I'm depressed, someone who I can totally trust and someone who will listen to me. I guess my question is, how can I tell a sister about my problem? Should I tell her everything, or just recent happenings? I hope someone can help and that I kinda explained things....
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