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You were a perp.
You are now a legitimate member.
Not common, but you're also not the first.
By now, you also realize that the ritual secrets are just one percent of the membership experience. It is now up to you as a financial member to do your penance to the sorority, even (and especially) if nobody else finds out.
1) Remain financial for the rest of your life. THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. You stole secrets from this organization and barged your way into places where you were not welcome. Don't you dare EVER think about becoming inactive. You wanted it so damn bad, now work for it.
2) You also have no excuse not to answer the call to service. Go to every chapter meeting, every conference, every convention. You wanted to be a member SO bad.... then be an ACTIVE member. Serve on committees. Be responsible for programs. I would suggest that you run for office, but I think you should feel too sorry for yourself to ever even consider having your sisters vote you into a position of power, authority, or responsibility.
You wanted it this bad, then you have the rest of your life to earn it properly, because you certainly didn't earn it the way you got it.
That's all I got.
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