I hope this doesn't sound too harsh, but Good Lord, girl.. have some R-E-S-P-E-C-T for yourself (please read that with Aretha's voice singing in your head
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I know you are young & I am really old, but trust me... being together for 1 1/2 years is a SECOND in your lifetime. Move on. There really are better men out there. This one is not finished cooking.