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What thetalady said sounds really harsh, but guess what? It's probably what your sisters are saying as well. They aren't equipped to help you and you talking about it at them instead of with someone who can actually help you might have caused them to succumb to the same attitude. Step 1 is acknowledgement. Great, you're there. But step 2 is doing something about it, and it doesn't sound like you're there yet. And if you've been in therapy for some time now and are still this depressed, it's time to find a new therapist.
I've known more than my share (IMO) of people with pretty serious mental health issues. I've seen people come out of really severe problems (the aliens snipping pieces of her vagina) and I've seen people wallow in misery and self-destruction year after year after year. You can choose to be either one. But "no seriously, my problem is really really bad and nobody appreciates how hard it is" is not getting you anywhere. The fact that you've worn us out and we don't even know you is pretty indicative of how your sisters must feel.
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