[DubaiSis]

It's a very common problem for people ESPECIALLY young people to think the whole world knows exactly what they're feeling. You think they see a girl in a desperate situation who needs a continual friend and they are so mean that they don't even care. What they see (probably) is an anti-social girl who never talks to anyone or participates in anything. I can all but guarantee you dropping out isn't going to solve anything.

You've gotten some significant suggestions here from women who have also gone through some tough times. I would really consider taking some time away from school and the house to get your mental health back in order. And it wouldn't surprise me that you have some physical issues that need to be addressed as well.

Do NOT try to do this on your own, and if you do want to get your sisters involved in the process you have to point blank tell them what's going on. Hinting is not going to get it done. Also, I know my sorority and probably a lot of other NPC sororities have counseling services available for free. This is another reason to start reaching out. You may find there's a lot more support available to you than you think.