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I'm confused. You are transferring to get away from your sorority? You can drop out of your sorority, you know. It's a lot less time-consuming and expensive than transferring schools.

I read your last thread. Is this boyfriend also the same as your fiance?

Honestly, I do think the issues reside with you. You have a lot going on, you've closed yourself off from your friends (per your last thread), and you seem to have trouble holding conversations (re: "How was class?" "Good, thanks." "Ok, bye"), in addition to your medical and traumatic issues you previously discussed here and the other thread. There are always going to be issues in any chapter, but your misery seems to stem from a lot other things personal to you and you are upset with people who you admittedly aren't being friendly with because you've shut them out.

It sounds like sorority life is not really beneficial for you. Have you considered resigning your membership? Greek Life isn't for everyone, and it looks like you have a lot on your plate right now that you are not equipped to handle. I would try to eliminate the stressors in your life. If you aren't connecting with your sorority (and I really don't think you've tried, but on the other hand, you have a huge list of extenuating circumstances), I'd make this your last semester and cancel your membership.

Yes, yes, sorority membership is "for a lifetime," but it's a not necessarily a good fit for everyone. Most everyone, yes, but this seems an exception. Work on yourself.