It sounds like you would benefit from making an appointment with a councilor at your school's heath center. Even the BEST sisterhoods aren't trained to help/support some of the major issues you are facing.
You said that you kinda stopped "putting yourself out there" -- you can't really expect sisters to swarm to embrase you if you have withdrawn so much. Many sisters will just not quite know how to handle so many deep problems. A councilor will be able to help much more.
Good luck and I hope you seek the help you need to get back on the right track health wise.
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