[GammaBelle]

I second everyone's thoughts here that you have joined an amazing and extremely well-respected organization. All the better if you feel a true bond with those women! I will also say this: You are who you are regardless of your letters. Don't internalize negative stereotypes about your chapter and start to believe them about yourself. Externalize your wonderful qualities as a young woman, serve as a role model to your sisters (even if it's just the other members of your pledge class), and people's thinking about your chapter's reputation will change.