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i really fit in with these girls. i think i just wanted to be popular so badly and was forgetting who i really am. i am dorky, but i am sweet, and kind, and caring, and a shoulder to cry on, and every single girl in my sorority is great, and will be there for me. and i am being sooo stupid and taking it for granted. they were my first choice when i went to the first night of parties and then XYZ sorority came in and 'changed' my mind but when i think about it i don't know if i liked the girls in the other sorority, or if i liked the idea of being well liked. i keep flip flopping in my mind. i do feel very comfortable with the girls in my sorority though. i can be myself, and thats what matters. i had friends in the sorority before recruitment so that makes me feel guilty for almost choosing the other organization. i hope they never find out they were second choice. because they are honestly the best people i have met in my entire life. and you're right, i shouldn't care about their reputation.
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