I just didn't know if there was a way to find another girl like me that maybe transferred and didn't have a big or something like that. I don't really care about parties or formals at this point.

I don't know if your comment was towards me making a stupid or rash decision, because I can assure you, I went through a lot for MONTHS before deciding I couldn't handle it anymore. And they don't allow a forgiveness period for everyone, I was in a special circumstance.