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I was made aware today that neither Blueberry nor Strawberry decided to extend a bid to me.
Understandably, I'm crushed....
Since I really enjoy philanthropy, I'm probably going to pursue that on my own, and wait to see if there are any COB opportunities that may arise and pursue those. I am trying to meet people....and have made connections with many of the ladies that I rushed and participated in formal recruitment....but it has been difficult to try to keep them going.
I'll just say it: I feel very, very lonely on campus.
I don't know what is happening with the non- GLO activity that I was invited to participate in. I've attempted to contact them, but they haven't responded to me or reached out since my initial acceptance.
I very much want to be involved on campus, but haven't found a way to do so....not that I haven't tried....short of attending sports games and cheering loudly.
Maybe I wanted it too badly. At all of the recruitment and rush events, I attended EVERY SINGLE ONE. I guess that perhaps I appeared extremely desperate to TPTB, even if I didn't mean to.
Not the end of my story....I hope that either this spring or next Fall, my dream of going Greek may happen....but it's ended for now.
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