[SAIgirl009]

ok everyone. im sorry that i didn't get back you all sooner but there is the story. wed. was a mandatory meeting where we met our counselors (TT X) and we talked about how things where going to go in the coming week. Thursday was open house and in the first party, i was completely nervous and i kept saying um. lol. but the girl i talked to was a sweet heart. then we went to the next two houses got paired with friends and it was a lot easier to talk to them and their sisters. when i got to the third party, the girl that was my "host" was REALLY rude from the get go. she did not even talk to me. in fact she pushed me off on her little. he didn't even say hello or anything. lol i didn't even get a chance to mess up! XD and finally the last party i met a girl that i rushed with last year that got her first choice. lovely girl, she was funny too. then the second night came and it was about philanthropy. the 1st house was better this time (it was was the same order form the night before) and i really had a blast. we maid a little craft for their charity. then the 2nd house showed us a movie about their philanthropy and a scrapbook of all their events from last hear. on the way to the 3nd house, i started to have an asthma attack (due to all the walking and the heat). when we got the the 3nd house the girl i was paired with saw how breathless i was and found a place for us to sit and even got me some water afterwards. she knew what i was going through (said she also had asthma) and for the rest of the party we talk about how she got her bid in the spring and about how she personally loved the philanthropy. now i will say i know alot of people in this house and i felt very at home there, even before i befriended some of the sisters; along with the 2nd house. when i got to the 4th house, i got the same girl as the night before (the one that blew me off) and AGAIN she left me. so i was with the president for the rest of the time. now even though the president was a sweet girl, the rudeness of the other had completely turned me off from the house. and finally the 5th house was the same as the 3nd, i love them as well. later i had to rate the houses in order of who i liked the most. i did as fallows: 3nd, 5th, 1st, 2nd, and finally 4th.
the next night the 4t house was dropped and i had houses 1, 3, 5, and 2. this night was skit night. and they where all great but end the end i liked 3 and 5 the most. so i ranked my top two and went back to my room. well that morning i got a knock on my door. the pi chi's (TT X) came to tell me that i was cut. i kept a good poker face until they left, then i cried. i felt so heartbroken. like i didn't belong anywhere. two days later, was bid day and i went to watch my friend Charlotte and my other friends run to their new sisters. i felt that even though i didn't get my happy ending, i should support my friends. this morning i ran into the girl from house 3 that sat with me during the 2nd night when i had my asthma attack. she and her big told me that they where bummed that they didn't get me and that they wanted to get to know me better. so in the end, i didn't get the result i wanted but i met new friends and i have a very STRONG feeling that the spring will be my time. i will keep in touch.