Thanks to everyone who kept G on their prayer lists all this time. I cried a lot yesterday and thought I'd wake up today feeling strong and more prepared but that doesn't seem to be the case. Hypo spent the night with friends. I'm ready for her to be home. Of course, G's Facebook has exploded with pictures, memories and expressions of grief. I didn't see it before, but the school's video production team apparently did a short documentary on G's battle which included interviews with her twin and the band director. The documentary was made right after she was declared cancer free and was made prom queen. It's on YouTube and someone posted a link to it. That video sent me over the edge and made me sob. I needed to let loose like that, I think, and it was probably better that hypo wasn't here when it happened. It helped some. I imagine they'll be making arrangements today. I'm hoping my son will be back in time for the services. He will be upset if he isn't.
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