[BadSquirrelBeta]

Reading this I have weighed the pros and cons shared with you throughout this thread and want to encourage you to really give this organization and your fellow sisters a fair shot.

You did accept the bid and went through, I would imagine, a pledging/fraternity education process of some sort. You also made a commitment when you were initiated. Prior to going through initiation you could have de-pledged, but, you didn't. And, now here you find yourself.

During my undergraduate tenure many decades ago now I had the opportunity to learn Greek membership is kind of like marriage, that is if you are true to the ideals of the organization and, equally to your sisters--you take the "for better and for worse" . Give the organization and your sisters a fair shot. They apparently saw something in you.