Welcome bearal and Valkyrie! How exciting for you...
My mother was recently initiated and went through all the same feelings and emotions that you conveyed. It was special to see her be initiated by my collegiate chapter...
I was part of a colony so we were inititated and installed at the same time...Why my mom didn't do it with me then, I don't know as she was such a big part of my chapter's beginning. But she's an Alpha Phi now!!!
So welcome to you both! Glad you are with us and a heartfelt AOE to you!!!
~Maharet