Congratulations: You're normal. Let it go and enjoy what you have.
If you read through many threads here, there are maybe even more threads with the Unicorns Pooping Rainbows Syndrome where the girl actually gets her first choice and is then having second thoughts.
It sounds to me like you were placed correctly. And one bad night of rush? So doesn't matter. If I'd have had one more chapter I could cut after the first day(the old days, we cut sororities), it would have been the one that has been my home for more than 25 years. Just roll with it and try not to compare what you do have with what you think other girls have.
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