[DubaiSis]

Unfortunately, when rush is over a lot of the sisters forget all the etiquette rules they lived for the last week or so. I think it comes off as even worse to pledges who see it because your impression of these girls is perfect flawless never a negative moment objects to be idolized. They gave you that impression on purpose and then as soon as the veil comes down it turns out they're real girls with real problems and real flaws.

Now it's true that you may have pledged a sorority full of bitches, but probably not. You just need to find your niche. It sounds like you are in a fairly large chapter. Keep working at it, find new girls to hang with, get involved in some committees, and I'd really say if you can live in next fall don't make any decisions until you've lived in for at least 1 semester. I know that's a long time from now, but hold out, keep working at it and maybe things will get better. Chances are you are just having the Unicorns Pooping Rainbows problem, in that there's none of that in real life.