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Originally Posted by kellyx218
What sucks is as certain as I could have been the other house gave me a bid. As i was rushing i discovered a girl i met at my job over the summer but only talked to a couple times was in the house. From the minute I met I knew we could be friends. When i saw her in that house I was so excited. She was the one who prefed me and on preference day told me she would be so excited to have me as a little. When i said by to her I said I hope I see you tomorrow and she said yes.
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A good rusher makes you think you are the most wanted PNM rushing. What she said and did have nothing to do with where you would have been on their bid list. The truth is you have no idea if things would have been different if you had put them as your #1 choice.
You need to forget all about the fantasy of what life would have been like for you in that house because you have no way of knowing whether it even could have happened and definitely have no way of being there now that you have been initiated. Concentrate on what you have and either work at making the situation better or quit. Those are really your only choices.