[AXOrushadvisor]

Lunalovegood here are some {hugs} for you. I'm very sorry this happened to you.

I totally understand why you wouldn't want to go out and go to Fraternity parties or head to dinner at the Chapter house because of the anxiety your feeling being in large groups. Do you have a Big Sister in the house that you can hang with one on one on your terms? Maybe taking baby steps and doing some things one on one with members will help you start to feel more connected. Maybe to go to study some place quiet or have a coffee in an apartment. I also think that you need to have a conversation with the President and an Advisor. There may even be some resources available through AGD. You don't have to do this alone if you don't want to. Good luck to you. I will pray for you that each day you heal a little more and things get a little easier for you.